Another one bites the dust...

So I met this guy online about 3 weeks ago and I thought we hit it off pretty well over the phone things were awesome but in person I guess not so much. We saw each other Sat night and I thought it was nice but when we spoke Sunday he said he felt "distance" and all this started bc I asked him to stop rubbing my leg. I didn't tell him to move his hand just stop with the rubbing. Evidently I am crazy bc I don't like to have someone running their hands on my legs/arms all the time. ARG. I thought we talked it out but wrong bc it blew up yesterday.

I thought we were done yesterday bc nothing I said mattered he seemed to have made up his mind that I was uncaring and didn't want to be with him. But towards the end of the night he said we should see where this could go, ok lets try that I thought. But today he just dropped off the face of the earth. AT LEAST HAVE THE BALLS TO TELL SOMEONE WHAT YOU ARE THINKING!!! I mean come on now have some common decency.

So I have decided I am done with dating. I have deleted all my profiles from dating sites and am not in the mood for any of this shit anymore. I guess its too much to ask to find a man that I like who likes me back. One who has a job, his own place, and a LIFE! I want to find a guy that is his own person and understands I am my own person. I know what I like and want in a relationship and am not going to settle for anything else. Why shouldn't I speak up about something I am not into? I do not want to become and "n" person again, you know JanenJohn they become one entity. So bc I don't think that person is around right now I am going to go on a dating hiatus. What is the point?