Really?

So for about 6 months I was casually dating this guy but I just never felt it was more than friendship so I told him that I thought we should be friends and today I see that we cannot even be superficial friends online and this bugs the shit out of me! I think we kissed once and it didn't go any further than a little peck but now we can't be even be facebook friends??? I mean sheesh! I am frustrated and I don't know why this is bugging me aside from the fact that I genuinely liked him as a person just not as a boyfriend.
I guess that is what I get for dating a boy 3 years younger than me. Besides with the way my life plays out he will find someone soon to fall in love with. I seem to be good luck for that sort of thing you date me and it won't work out and then the next person you get with you stay with for a while. It's kind of like that movie Good Luck Chuck with Dane Cook except I don't intend to sleep with a bunch of guys so they can find their spouse.
Well whatever I guess I just need to get over it. You can't be friends with them all, huh?

Myron Rolle!

You may be asking who is this person I titled my blog after, please read the article linked below to find out more!

http://sports.yahoo.com/nfl/news?slug=jc-rollerhodes052609&prov=yhoo&type=lgns

I am so impressed by this man's drive that I had to share the story. He is 22 years old, a recent college grad, and athlete that could go to the NFL but instead he is going to Oxford studying to by a neurosurgeon!!! But he is going to stay in shape so that he can try to be in the NFL 2010 draft. I just think this is awesome, he has his head on right knows what he wants and is going for it!

In the article it states when he was looking for colleges he didn't just meet with the football staff but all the academic staff so that everyone would know what he wanted and were on the same page! This is the kind of person we need playing sports in the majors!!

I am so happy to read this kind of story vs the ones about contract disputes or criminal activities that normally fill up the sports pages. Go Myron! I really hope all your dreams come true!

Crazy Neighbor attack!

So Saturday I was sitting at home alone, the monster was with his dad's family, and there is an obnoxious knocking on my door, thinking its one of the neighborhood kids wanting the monster I get up to answer it. A child would have been so much better than what I got...the crazy lady comes barging in my house frantically locking the door behind her.
What happened? I asked her. She proceeds to tell me her son is with her family (whom she is not allowed to see b/c of her significant other) and as soon as the kid was gone the significant other (SO) started berating her (my word, def not hers) and he spit on her.
As she sits down on the couch to cry or vent or I don't know interrupt my perfectly peaceful Saturday alone I see her opening a cooler bag of beer. She pops the top and settles into my couch. This woman keeps getting crazier and crazier. As she is sitting on my couch she says she is leaving him and starts making calls. She finds a place to stay for the night but doesn't have a way over there b/c her car doesn't have tags and is no longer at the house. Gee do you see where this is going???? I offer to drive her where ever. Turns out the place isn't too far away so its fine but before I could drop her off she had to stop by the liquor store and by a case of beer. OMG!
So I get her and some things to a friends house and go about my business.
Sunday she texts me about some things she left at my house and we agree she will get them before she takes her son to school on Monday. When I finally get home on Sunday the monster tells me he sees her at the house. She calls me and tells me she is back and giving him one week. One week to what???
I no longer let the monster in that house the boys can either play at my house or outside but he is not going to play in their house with those crazy people! ARG!
I am now of 2 mindsets both of which make her crazy! She is either a drama queen and its not that bad and she just wants attention or it is that bad but she isn't willing to live with her parents and not drink, smoke, and wear little clothes to give her son a better life. I am so annoyed right now and have no desire to deal with her anymore. I know about batter women syndrome and don't discount that but she was out! her son was out and she had plans to get the last of her things why then did she go back? he didn't know where she was and he didn't leave the house Sat night, I know I was home and waiting for it???? Maybe he found her Sunday I don't know but I think she had enough people around her to help her, why would she go back. That is why I think it has to do with being able to drink and smoke living with him and she cannot do this with her parents!
Enough! I am done!